I'm retiring...

I've recently announced on Twitter that I'm retiring from YouTube because no one is watching my videos and my mother health is getting worse and requires more of my energies toward her and just like all my other hope and dream I've cared about I must abandon this one as well and with that said I'm also abandoning this blog as well since I have nothing interesting to say anyway

Cinematic Universus LOL

Okay we all know Marvel Studios has had epic jizz worthy success with their MCU(Marvel Cinematic Universe) thanks to the Avengers films(I came twice) and DC is launching theirs off of Man of Steel(I'm harder than that) but now Universal Pictures is building a cinematic universe off of Dracula Untold(Love that movie) with their next film Victor Frankenstein and upcoming mummy, wolfman, and Creature from the Black Lagoon reboots and finally to add to all this cinematic craziness Nintendo is going to make films maybe even a cinematic universe(because why not) of their properties and I have one thing to say about all of this... SHUT THE FUCK UP AND TAKE ALL MY MONEY!!!!! 😂😂😂😂😂

STO Light Cruiser

Light Cruiser:

Rank: Lieutenant
Tier: 1
Type: Cruiser
Hull: 10,000
Standard Shields: 2,500
Shield Modifier: 1
Weapons: Fore: 2; Aft: 1 can equip dual cannons.
Crew: 200
Bridge Officers: 1 Ensign Tactical, 1 Ensign Engineering, and 1 Ensign Science
Device Slots: 2
Consoles: Tactical: 1; Engineering: 1; Science: 1
Turn Rate: 11.4
Impulse Modifier: 0.20
Inertia rating: 50
Cost: 8,000(Dilithium)

This article is about the playable ship. For the NPC vessel see Federation Frigate.

The Federation Light Cruiser is a Lieutenant (Tier 1) level cruiser and the first starship that players of the Federation faction have access to. New players are given command of a Light Cruiser on completion of the tutorial. Since Season 6 they can also be purchased for 8,000(Dilithium).

Although a very basic ship, the Light Cruiser is versatile and maneuverable, having the highest turn-rate of any Federation cruiser. It is also one of three Federation cruisers able to equip Dual Cannons.

Variants

Miranda class

The Miranda class starship has been in service since at least 2285. The version available in Star Trek Online is of the Reliant subtype (with a "rollbar" atop the saucer housing the photon torpedo launcher and main deflector). There are other Miranda variants in Star Trek canon, such as the Lantree configuration (lacking the rollbar) and the Saratoga configuration (also without the rollbar, but with additional sensor pods on the sides of the hull). Neither of them can currently be created through ship customization.

Centaur class

The Centaur class is based on the Excelsior class, built in the 2370s from salvaged components in response to the Dominion threat. It has a main saucer section with two aft nacelles at the end of its down-swept pylons. Out of the three sub-types for the Light Cruiser, it is arguably the one that mostly resembles a Cruiser style ship.

ShiKahr class

The ShiKahr class is similar to the Miranda in appearance though it sports a bulkier hull design. The class is most likely named after the Vulcan city ShiKahr.

Performance
While the light cruisers lack the distinguishing features of cruisers, escorts, and science vessels, they combine certain elements of those classes, and can be customized to fill whichever role the captain desires. For example, they can mount dual cannons, a feature of escort ships which does not carry over to the higher tiers of cruiser types (with the exception of the Federation Dreadnought Cruiser and Avenger Battle Cruiser).

Early on in the game, the overall equipment on board a ship (such as consoles and devices) have little influence on how the ship performs - it is the Bridge Officers' powers and player skill that best determines how well a ship will perform. Different styles of weapons (Beam Arrays, Turrets, Torpedos or Mine Launchers) create different tactics between players.

Taken from: http://sto.gamepedia.com/Light_Cruiser

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Miranda-Class Federation Starship

Miranda-class Federation Starship

Leader: USS Miranda NCC-1800

Size: 233 meters

Type: medium cruiser(23rd century standards)/heavy frigate(early 25th century standards)

Introduction: 2260s(prototype models), 2270s(service models)

Authority: Starfleet Command, United Federation of Planets

Propulsion: superluminal: 2 nacelle units(warp(old scale) 5(cruise), 6(Maximum), later warp(new scale) 7(cruise), 8(Maximum); subluminal: 2 Impulse units; reaction control: 4 primary, 2 nacelle

Armaments: 6(3 dorsal(1 fore, 1 port, 1 starboard), 3 ventral(1 fore, 1 port, 1 starboard)) phaser banks(2 emitters each), 2 ventral aft phaser emitters, 2 dorsal aft phaser emitters(without rollbar), 4(2 fore, 2 aft) phaser cannons(with rollbar), 4(2 fore, 2 aft) torpedo tubes(with rollbar)

Role(s): science vessel, supply transport, patrol ship, training cruiser(25th century standards)

Construction: San Fransisco Shipyards, Earth orbit(early development); 40 Eridani A Starfleet Construction Yards, Vulcan orbit(later service)

Facilities: transporters: 4 personnel, 2 cargo, 2 evacuation; shuttle bays: 2 standard; labs: depends on configuration; cargo bays; depends on configuration

Compliments: 200 crew, 500 evac limit; 72 torpedoes and 24 probes(with rollbar); 12 shuttles, 4 work bees; 24 twelve person, 8 ten person, and 4 twenty-four person escape pods; tractor emitters 6(towing), 4(recovery)

For more info visit: http://en.memory-alpha.wikia.com/wiki/Miranda_class

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The Prime Alternative

USS Enterprise(The Prime Alternative)

Christening: USS(United StarShip) Enterprise

Registry: Naval Construction Contract: NCC-1701

Class: Constitution

Type: heavy cruiser(mid-23rd century standards)

Role: long-range explorer, multi-mission flagship, front-line patrol

Construction: 2243-2245, San Fransisco Shipyards, Earth orbit, Sol System, Alpha/Beta Quadrants

Commissioning: 2245, San Fransisco Shipyards, Earth orbit, Sol System, Alpha/Beta Quadrants

Leader: USS Constitution NCC-1700

Owner: United Federation of Planets

Operator: Starfleet Command

Commander(s): Robert April, Christopher Pike, James T Kirk

For more please visit: http://www.madshipyard.com/ThePrimeAlternative/index.htm

More info here: http://en.memory-alpha.wikia.com/wiki/USS_Enterprise_(NCC-1701)

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How many tears does it take?

Day 1:
I'm halfway through my first day without her... I can't stop crying. I've never been happier then when I was with my Sweetheart but now she's not mine... All I ever wanted was to make her happy but the only way I can do that is to let her go.

How many tears does it take to mend a broken heart?

I will always love you...

Day 2.
Well I'm feeling so much better than yesterday but I have a feeling it'll be peaks and valleys for a while until the pain starts to really diminish.

I miss you, Sweetheart.

Day 3.
Well I had one more conversation with her and it was just awful. We fought which is not what I wanted but I very rarely get that. I guess my mom was right that there is no such thing as true love.

I should've listened to you, mom...

Day 4.
I got back in contact with her again but it only ended with disaster. I gave her what I think she wanted I drove her even further away so she can be free of me but is that what she really wanted? Questions in my mind keep popping up, should I have fought for us? Should I have held onto her? Should I have been selfish for once in my god damn life? I don't know anymore...

God please help take this pain away? :'(

Day 6.
It's starting to finally sink in... She's gone and she's never coming back... All my efforts to keep her happy make her feel loved and adored by me over the two years we were together are all for nothing like none of it mattered to her... Like I never mattered to her.

My heart is thoroughly destroyed and I don't have it in me to love again...

Day 9.
I've come to realize that no matter what decision she made she'd end up in pain because of me... She could either stay with a man she's not inlove with anymore and be unhappy or break up with him knowing how much he loves her and how heart broken he'll be... Either way because of me she's hurt no matter what and I never wanted that I only wanted to make her happy. I wish I never existed so she never would've met me!

For the first time in my life I regret being born...

Day 12

I haven't felt this alone before in my life my friends have helped me so much and they're always there for me but I miss and need that depth that I had with her it wasn't about sex or looks we had a deep connection we were so compatible and now she's changed and I don't know her anymore and that saddens me terribly...

I miss my Sweetheart...

Day 15:
I've lost two great friends recently because they had feelings for me and the circumstances and differences are quite complicated but to put it simply they wanted more and I couldn't give it to them and they couldn't handle my rejection and I couldn't handle their drama so I'm not speaking to either of them anymore.

Why did she have to leave me?

I'm sick of feeling this way! I'm sick of wanting what I had and can't have anymore! I'm sick of feeling empty inside! I'm fucking sick of knowing that she's not attracted to me anymore and that she doesn't love me when she was the one that made me love her to begin with! I hate this feeling and I wish it would just go away so I can live my life again!!!

Day 16:
It's hard knowing that she'll only think of me as just one of her mistakes and that what we had meant nothing to her... I was such a fool to think she actually loved me when all she ever did was use me just like all the others.

Day 28:
Well today I found out she has a new boyfriend and I'm both happy for her and devastated at the same time. My mind is racing thinking about everything and I can't stop it I need it to stop and leave me alone! Why did she do this to me?

Day 121:
It's been quite a while since I updated this log and so much and so little has happened and changed so I won't bore you with details I'm just still dealing with this pain and "She" doesn't have a place in my heart anymore I'm happy to say because she was nothing but poison to it and a horrible girlfriend TBH I put so much work into the relationship and then she left so I'm done caring about her.